You’re in a tough spot. It looks like what you want:
is to have a tight knit of community that sees your nudes and you can just be freaky with them without having any of your stuff leaked to the internet.
Unfortunately the reality is that even though you think you’re not that big. Your of has actually shot up in popularity for a lot of people because being a streamer and having an of boosts your IP a ton since people already have an idea of your personality unlike Instagram of creators. Your of subscribers know they could get leaks if they wanted to wait but many like being a part of your of community. Leaks forums generally get the scraps and later than subscribers obviously. Unfortunately there’s no way to validate what subscriber would not choose to leak since OF only validates followers and non-followers based on money given or not. If your of remains successful leaks will increase, but as a form of OF Reaganomics more people will subscribe to see your OF, the OF algorithm will boost your discoverability too. We’re not your target demographic, leaks forums are filled with teens, college students, and 20 somethings with no lives. You want to attract businessmen who subscribe to many of to grow. I’m not sure how much you want to grow, but simply having an online presence like a twitch stream and continuing will inevitably cause your of to grow quickly. I am sorry you feel violated that your nudes may be viewed by people who don’t pay, but I genuinely can’t find a solution for you where that doesn’t happen. I empathize with your struggle but not everyone will, even if you ask them nicely, they’re too young to care. I think economically it will inevitably help you.
On the other issue maybe it’s time to embrace a new perspective of being cute, shy, and proud that you got bombass titties. Like own it. Girls that own they’re sexuality on the internet do better at handling the crassness of the internet that comes being a sex symbol—you are one now.
Regardless I wish you luck. I think you’re a good person and I hope you can find a satisfying solution to your dilemma whether it be your original plan or a new one.